me is you

me is you,
you is me.
i take care of garipaki sou ,
and you take care of efi mou.

....when i have time for my self here, with time i mean find space to reflect my memories,
i see there are memories of the past, feeling like they happend today.i like them.
i know if i would get said, inaway the same would happen on your side.but this is not negative.
i am happy and full of love so i see how the happieness is also with you in a way.
in the way of love and trust. i feel the way you calm me down by calming down yourself.
you is me and me is you.
full of space for new memories to save in our mind.memories we share.memories to live.
always first god.

your beloved.....

the holy tree

with my eyes in the present,
my ears in the past.
with my heartn now,
and with my soul in eternity.
seperated from the smell
and divided from sorrow.
love floats through my blood vessels,
and trust till the last cell of my body.

the time of remembering a sacrifice has come. it is not easy to be right nore easy to be.
animals are only beauty with their fur and we with our love to eachother.
i adore not your fur, i adore that we got created in love.

......we went up to a place the call Göbeklitepe and there was a tree, where people make theire wishes by bounding a knot on to the brunches. my friends did one by one and the pleased to do the same.
 so i stood infront of the tree and thought about a wish. i couldn´t move. i couldn´t think straight.
a smile came into my mind.your smile.
a face appeard into my mind,
it was your face.
i felt like you are touching me.

.....hey you holy tree,
i let you be a tree,
i stay myself.
there is no wish you could please nature to come true for me
because i am in love.

drunk by love and stagger in confidence i past the old altar of an ancient time.
the altqr became stones and i stayd what i am.
drunk by the love to you and smiling in the deepest repect of what we have.

me is you,
and you is me.

we save what we have with innocent thoughts of health,
with wisdom of bewareness against fear.
heaven is the place where our souls meet when we are sepperated because we are lovers.
thank god!!!!!

LOVE

only love can judge me........

sunset in my face

....the sunset in my face,
is heating but i am behind the glass.
the memory of you is burning,
inside my heart.
the view from here is relaxing,
but it is just a view.
the picture of you is placed,
deep in my heart.

everything can happen in the next second so we enjoy.
to have you in my arms, agalitsa the finest way.
i melt and feel complete in that moment.the elements loose their power when i am close to you.
nani aghapi mou,is great with you.drinking coffee and haveing breakfeast is freshing double wise.
charming is the way you talk and the way you walk infront of me.
filli on your cheeks make me feeling kala.
cana min, ez de hez dikm. gelek, you now that.
beri is the situation and hu is everywhere.

i thank the boss to be nice to us that way.

SO DEAR TO MY HEART

Efi, you are my melody.
and now i´m going on a trip again, i don´t know what
will happen there. first god and i will see what life has
 prepaired to come up on me.
the magic words you said are still echoing in my ears.
i´m not sleepy so i write to till the batteries run off.
i must laugh when i think of my try to set my cell phone to be reachable for you
and call you.allways i´ll miss you.but my phone is fooling me
and began to do weard things again.
i made my self on the way from your
healthy arms and secure smile towards tomorrow.


i wish only one thing from the great creator,
and that is youre health. i have cried many tears as kids
because i have missed my friend and becoming bloodbrother.
a very close feeling fills my mind but there are no tears.
your existing is so dear to my heart. you must forgive
me my unmatureness. i can wait for the right moment
to see you again.we are like arrow and bow. we belong
to eachother like the bird to the sky.lava to the vulkany.
i feel the freedom is blowing melodies in my soul like
whistles in a good mood after leaving the class room.
i fly high and you keep me in the air like the wind.
i wait for the day where you´ll fall a sleep, in my arms and
i will breave calm and hold you close to my body.
you, my great tender, i dream in the day and stay awaik at night.
allday long i hear you laughing and feel the magic touch of you.

there are wishes to stay for the rest of my little life with you.
the time to be with you in heaven after life would be not enough.
to stay in this world; with the people we love and the people we have to excapt;
like we do ;would satisfie me to the fullest.
it is always a change in life.sometimes in seconds and tradgic or slow and easy with wonder.
both of them together i would except as long as i can be with you.
in another time blackness i have choosen for me to learn to be light.
i felt very lonly but strong. now i have warm place in your heart and
weak when i feel like. i never had the wish to be like steel.





Efi mou,
i love youuuuuuu.......

 

TIMING

when the timing is right a lot of peoples say it is fate.but is there fate?
i don´t know but there is the right timing and i also think that timing is a big thing in lifebut everything beginns in my mind.things should happen in the right time. so think and try to decide straight away.

i hope it is the right time to write this? oh yeah, it was the best timing to make this coffe and the right one cause my cigarett was just woke up to get smoked. ahhhhh.... and i say more and bigger things:

.....it is the right time to open up my heart and free my soul,
it is the right time to express my love to you.
i was never so in timing with let my fears become thoughts of simple-heartedness.
the time, you wrote me was unbelievable.

guidance

there is a time where it could happen that we loos our concentration.
then we ´ll have questions over questions. requestion the question and begin to overthink everything till we get confused.
the almighty gives and takes, sends and calls. we will never be able to understand the whole spectrum of the whole.
but as long we keep concentraited and be sure of our selfs by adding our souls together to an other level,
our trust will open up a new door for every door witch closes behind us.

i am guided by the desition to develop in every part of my beeing here.
witch is a unpayable present from the one who gave me tihs.