SO DEAR TO MY HEART

Efi, you are my melody.
and now i´m going on a trip again, i don´t know what
will happen there. first god and i will see what life has
 prepaired to come up on me.
the magic words you said are still echoing in my ears.
i´m not sleepy so i write to till the batteries run off.
i must laugh when i think of my try to set my cell phone to be reachable for you
and call you.allways i´ll miss you.but my phone is fooling me
and began to do weard things again.
i made my self on the way from your
healthy arms and secure smile towards tomorrow.


i wish only one thing from the great creator,
and that is youre health. i have cried many tears as kids
because i have missed my friend and becoming bloodbrother.
a very close feeling fills my mind but there are no tears.
your existing is so dear to my heart. you must forgive
me my unmatureness. i can wait for the right moment
to see you again.we are like arrow and bow. we belong
to eachother like the bird to the sky.lava to the vulkany.
i feel the freedom is blowing melodies in my soul like
whistles in a good mood after leaving the class room.
i fly high and you keep me in the air like the wind.
i wait for the day where you´ll fall a sleep, in my arms and
i will breave calm and hold you close to my body.
you, my great tender, i dream in the day and stay awaik at night.
allday long i hear you laughing and feel the magic touch of you.

there are wishes to stay for the rest of my little life with you.
the time to be with you in heaven after life would be not enough.
to stay in this world; with the people we love and the people we have to excapt;
like we do ;would satisfie me to the fullest.
it is always a change in life.sometimes in seconds and tradgic or slow and easy with wonder.
both of them together i would except as long as i can be with you.
in another time blackness i have choosen for me to learn to be light.
i felt very lonly but strong. now i have warm place in your heart and
weak when i feel like. i never had the wish to be like steel.





Efi mou,
i love youuuuuuu.......

 

TIMING

when the timing is right a lot of peoples say it is fate.but is there fate?
i don´t know but there is the right timing and i also think that timing is a big thing in lifebut everything beginns in my mind.things should happen in the right time. so think and try to decide straight away.

i hope it is the right time to write this? oh yeah, it was the best timing to make this coffe and the right one cause my cigarett was just woke up to get smoked. ahhhhh.... and i say more and bigger things:

.....it is the right time to open up my heart and free my soul,
it is the right time to express my love to you.
i was never so in timing with let my fears become thoughts of simple-heartedness.
the time, you wrote me was unbelievable.

guidance

there is a time where it could happen that we loos our concentration.
then we ´ll have questions over questions. requestion the question and begin to overthink everything till we get confused.
the almighty gives and takes, sends and calls. we will never be able to understand the whole spectrum of the whole.
but as long we keep concentraited and be sure of our selfs by adding our souls together to an other level,
our trust will open up a new door for every door witch closes behind us.

i am guided by the desition to develop in every part of my beeing here.
witch is a unpayable present from the one who gave me tihs.