the morning

...every morning when i open up my eyes,
i wake up with a smile. thankfull to understand that i do my part very well,
as human in this world.

I am in a state of trust and belief. Storm and silence.Memories and forgivness.
Nothing will change this state easyly. Not the weather or my income.
Not even the pictures of death and struggle i have to see all the time at the neightbours newspaper in the tube.
I think about you even i never met you, but having the feeling of knowing you all my life.

I let the feelings taking controll and see what happens.
My mind tells me:
        She trusts the words you write, and the pictures of you she saw. 

The words becomes feelings and make my heart pump faster.
And my heart tells my mind:
        Please give me more of this. It makes us faster, brings us into a good mood.

Feelings overcome my mind and my mind beginns to panic and tries to defend his right to exist in balance: 
Answering to my heart:
       Did you forgett the last time you where in Love? It ended up in lonelyness!
       Be carefull....


MY SOUL INTERRUPTS:

EVERY DAY IS A NEW DAY.
HUMANS CAN CHANGE THAT FAST. 
BUT IF YOU BEGINN TO LOOSE YOURE TRUST,
YOU WILL LOOS YOUR LOVE AND YOUSELF.


so Garip says:
let us enjoy it to the fullest. you never know when the time of leaving this world will knock at our door!
i don´t expact anything from love. i am just a servant of love.





       

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